Yan Yan - Chapter 30.1

Chapter 30.1 – Mountain Hidden
Su Yan felt irresponsible dizziness, and she didn’t know whether it was because of the fireworks or Bai Xingfan.
The dangerous feeling that she had placed in the deepest part of her heart began to slowly shrug up. Because of that, she had to remind herself again and again to keep her feelings under control. ‘You are not suitable at all. Think about the gap between you and him. He is too dazzling, while I’m too ordinary. ‘
She couldn’t make the same mistake again. ‘A relationship that is not in the right household will eventually end in tragedy, just like me and Xie Yu.’
With rational alertness, Su Yan bit the tip of her tongue hard, using the pain to help herself keep her mind calm and sober.
She tried her best to hold down all the swaying heartbeats, she turned her eyes away cruelly, looked at the sky with a calm expression, and said politely and distantly, “Thank you, but I never celebrate my birthday.”
Bai Xingfan’s expression froze slightly, his eyes dimmed, he stared at her silently for a few seconds, and he said solemnly, “Sorry, I thought you would like it.”
Hearing his words, Su Yan felt pain in her heart, and her fingernails deeply pinched her palms as she clenched her hands into fists.
Actually, she liked this unexpected surprise very much. This was the first time someone had prepared a fireworks show for her. And today was also her birthday. So how could she not like it?
But on the other hand, how could she express her liking in front of Bai Xingfan?
She suddenly felt that Bai Xingfan was going too far. She obviously rejected him, so why did he prepare these fireworks?
In the past month, she and Bai Xingfan haven’t contacted each other. Therefore, it gave her time to suppress her feelings, and she was confident that she had no feelings for Bai Xingfan.
Sudden fireworks successfully mobilised the depths of her heart. Charming words were engraved in the heart, which would be difficult to erase.
Every time a firework exploded, her soul would explode, so she hoped that the fireworks would end as soon as possible; the sooner the better.
However, this firework lasted much longer than she thought, it lasted for half an hour, and the last firework was not a flower but a pattern, a huge three-layer cake with candles on it.
The moment she saw the cake in the sky, Su Yan suddenly felt a sense of grievance that was difficult to describe in words, and her eyes turned red instantly.
She didn’t want this surprise at all, because she liked it so much that she couldn’t control herself.
After the extinction of the last spark, the dark night returned to silence again.
When Bai Xingfan turned his head and glanced at Su Yan, he was startled to see tears in Su Yan’s eyes.
He quickly stood up from the chair, squatted in front of Su Yan, and asked gently, “What’s wrong?”
She looked at him with tearful eyes and replied angrily, “I didn’t ask you to prepare a birthday present for me!”
Bai Xingfan was overwhelmed and hurriedly explained, “I just want to make you happy.”
“I don’t want to. I don’t want you to be so nice to me,” Su Yan said while crying loudly.
“Why?” Bai Xingfan didn’t expect such a reaction.
“Because I don’t want to like you! We are not suitable!”
Bai Xingfan looked straight into Su Yan’s eyes. “Why are we not suitable?”
“Don’t you understand? I’m not good enough for you. I’m not good enough for you!” Su Yan shouted. “You… you should find a lady who is the right match for you…”
Bai Xingfan didn’t get angry because of Su Yan’s words. “But I don’t like women like that, he said in a gentle tone.”
If he wanted such a woman, he would have already married according to his parents’ arrangement.
Su Yan whimpered and muttered, “But you should find a woman like that, so that you will get better and better.”
She understood that the gap between her and a person like Bai Xingfan was very high.
“Like what my parents wanted?” Bai Xingfan was expressionless and opened his lips coldly. “Marry a woman I don’t like, but they like? And live a life I don’t want?”
Su Yan was speechless.
“It’s not up to you to decide alone. How can you say we are not suitable? Before you decide whether it’s suitable or not, you have to try it.” Bai Xingfan said this after standing up.
Su Yan was noncommittal.
She knew he was right, but she didn’t dare to take that step.
The failed wedding brought her too much psychological shadow, which made her not dare to try relationships easily.
“I don’t want to try.” Su Yan said this while avoiding Bai Xingfan’s gaze. After speaking, she got up from the chair. “I’m going to sleep.” Then she turned and walked towards the living room.
“Why not?”
Bai Xingfan’s voice suddenly came from behind, making Su Yan’s footsteps stop. She was silent for a moment and replied, “I’m not worthy of you.”
She didn’t give Bai Xingfan any chance to reply and went into the bedroom and locked the door.
Bai Xingfan stood under the starry sky for a long time, drowning in his thoughts.
In his world, as long as he wanted something, it was never unworthy or unsuitable.
………
Su Yan was almost sleepless all night because, as long as she closed her eyes, the gorgeous fireworks would appear in her mind uncontrollably, and it was her birthday fireworks alone.
She was sure that no other man would set off fireworks for her in this life.
She couldn’t fall asleep until the sky outside the window began to light up.
At eight o’clock in the morning, the phone alarm clock woke up Su Yan. She opened her heavy eyes reluctantly because she had to go crew.
After washing and changing her clothes, she opened the bedroom door.
The living room was empty, and the suitcase at the door was gone, indicating Bai Xingfan had already left.
Seeing the empty living room, Su Yan pondered for a while. ‘I rejected him so cruelly that he won’t come again.’
End of chapter 30.1
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Melicow
Girl…. That was mean
I don’t celebrate birthday myself so I don’t understand the excitement for that. But the man is gold for sure.
Taking time from is fully booked schedule to make you a surprise and you reject him so cruelly ….