Yan Yan - Chapter 45.3
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Chapter 45.3
Su Yan didn’t want to continue the topic anymore; she took her phone from the bag to go online. As she was about to open the Weibo, she heard Bai Xingfan’s voice.
“Do you want a child?”
Su Yan was stunned for a moment, turned to look at him, and asked, “When?”
Bai Xingfan: “After marriage.”
Su Yan pursed her lips and hesitated. “Will it be too fast?”
Bai Xingfan: “Then when do you want to have children?”
“I don’t know either.” Su Yan said it honestly. “I want to have a child, but I don’t know when it will be the right time to have a baby.”
Bai Xingfan was also very considerate of her. “If you don’t want it temporarily, we can put it aside for a while.”
Su Yan was non-committal. After thinking about it for a long time, she finally made a decision. “Or let’s go with the flow; when the little angel comes, we’ll accept.”
Bai Xingfan said without hesitation, “Yes, it’s all up to you.”
Su Yan caught the smile in his eyes. “Are you happy?”
Bai Xingfan: “Well.”
Su Yan asked with a smile, “Is it because you can finally be someone else’s father?”
Bai Xingfan’s eyes were soft. “Because you agreed to be my child’s mother.”
His eyes wouldn’t lie; he was really happy.
A soft shock hit his heart; Su Yan’s breathing stagnated, and she stared at him blankly.
Bai Xingfan was amused by her silly appearance. “What’s wrong?”
Su Yan’s expression revealed a little daze, and she hesitantly asked, “Am I really that good?”
‘Good enough to make you happy because I want to be your child’s mother?’
She felt that she was not so good—not to belittle herself, but to tell the truth—on his terms, he could find a woman many times better than her as his wife, just like Zhang Ruotong, who could not only assist him in his career and support him in the family but could also cultivate better children for him, and he would not have to worry about the problem of descending class in his offspring.
From the moment she decided to marry Bai Xingfan, Su Yan felt the same anxiety that Bai Xingfan’s mother had in those days: worried that the child would become moderate because she was not good enough.
Although most people in this world were mediocre, the Bai family was not ordinary, and she did not want her children to become incompetent in the family history.
But if she was good enough, there shouldn’t be such worries, right?
“Aren’t you afraid that I won’t be able to raise the child well?” She still expressed her most worrying concern.
Bai Xingfan was puzzled. “Why do you think so?”
Su Yan bit her lower lip and finally chose to tell the truth. “Because I’m not good enough.”
“You are very good. In my eyes, no one is better than you.” Bai Xing Xingfan said it firmly. “It is not your responsibility to raise children alone. I also have the responsibility to raise them well. If you really don’t raise them well, it’s my fault, not yours.”
‘Not everyone has a sense of family responsibility, but a man with a sense of family responsibility will indeed make women feel at ease, at least when it comes to raising their children.’
Bai Xingfan’s words were like a reassurance needle, which instantly cured Su Yan’s anxiety. She couldn’t help but want to get close to him. “Kiss!” She leaned her upper body towards him and pursed her red mouth at the same time.
Bai Xingfan couldn’t help laughing. He raised his hand to squeeze her chin and lowered his head to seal her lips.
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Before getting out of the car, Su Yan took out a pack of tissue paper from the satchel she was carrying and handed it to Bai Xingfan. “Wipe your mouth.”
Then she took out the air cushion and lipstick and put on makeup carefully.
After finishing her makeup, she took another look at Bai Xingfan and found that there were still some lipstick marks on the corner of his right lip that had not been wiped off, so she stretched out her hand and wiped it for him with her thumb, but he grabbed her wrist and lightly licked her palm.
The hot and humid numbness spread along the arm and quickly spread all over the body.
Su Yan’s head exploded with a “bang,” her breathing became disordered, and a strange blush appeared on her fair skin.
After several seconds, she reacted, withdrew her arm forcefully, and glared at him shyly. “Rogue!” Then she looked away shyly.
Bai Xingfan held back his smile. “But Cub seems to like it very much.”
Su Yan’s face turned even redder. “I didn’t!”
Bai Xingfan: “Really not?”
Su Yan straightened her back and said firmly, “Really not!”
Bai Xingfan: “Whether there is another chance, we will know it.”
“…”
Su Yan was too ashamed.
She couldn’t be alone with this old hooligan anymore, so she decided to get out of the car.
Have a nice day!
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