Yan Yan - Chapter 54.1

Chapter 54.1
‘No! I would never divorce her!’
Bai Xingfan didn’t say what he thought about the divorce, fearing it would trigger Su Yan more.
Taking Su Yan to meet a doctor was the main priority, and before meeting the doctor, Bai Xingfan had to keep Su Yan’s emotions under control.
“Your health is the most important thing, and before talking about other things, we should meet the doctor,” he said patiently.
Su Yan resisted the hospital and doctors because she was afraid that they would label her “mentally ill.” Therefore, she forcibly locked her in her room.
Compared to the big world outside, she preferred to stay at home, which she called a “cage.”.
“I‘m not going to the hospital; I’m not sick,” Su Yan said.
Bai Xingfan had no choice but to take a step back in this situation. “Okay, we can skip going to the hospital and let the doctor come to the house, okay?” He asked gently.
Su Yan looked helpless and shouted, “I’m not sick! Why do you have to force me to see a doctor?”
Bai Xingfan had to explain again. “I don’t force you to see a doctor; I just want you to have a simple body checkup.”
Su Yan didn’t believe him at all and asked with a sneer, “What to check? Where to check? What do you think is wrong with me? Is it because I don’t want to sleep with you?”
Bai Xingfan sighed helplessly. After pondering for a while, he chose to reveal the truth. “Yes, there is something wrong with your mental state, and I am really worried about you.”
‘Huh, as I thought, he wants to turn me into a lunatic and put me in a smaller cage. He was still so unscrupulous. I won’t let you succeed again.’ Su Yan looked into Bai Xingfan’s eyes and said word by word, “I’ll tell you again; I’m not sick.”
Bai Xingfan became very powerless. He knew now that his wife’s mental state was like a
delicate porcelain with a crack. Even with just a soft touch, it could break.
He wanted to leave her alone, but he knew Su Yan needed immediate medical treatments to return to her normal mental state. Therefore, he decided to use a strategy that Su Yan would like. “Don’t you want to get a divorce? If your mental state is not good, the court will never grant the divorce.”
Su Yan froze and instantly countered. “I’m fine! My mental state is fine!”
Bai Xingfan didn’t show any abnormality and just said, “Who can prove it? Only your husband can prove it.”
Su Yan was confused and stunned.
“Of course, monitoring at home is also possible.” Bai Xingfan’s tone was moderate and calm. “How do you think legal counsellors and judges will judge your mental state after observing you?”
Hearing those words, Su Yan became helpless and powerless instantly. Tears started to roll down her cheeks without stopping.
Bai Xingfan was so scared seeing Su Yan’s tears but to take her to meet a doctor, he had to do this. “Okay, if you don’t want to go to the hospital, I’ll invite a doctor here.” He took a deep breath before saying, “Tomorrow morning, I will ask the driver to pick up the doctor. Yanyan, you have to be obedient and cooperate with the doctor, understand?”
Su Yan could only say “understand” or “don’t understand”; she couldn’t say “yes” or “no.”
He asked her to meet the doctor, and she had to do it even though she was not sick.
She couldn’t bear the force, but she was helpless. “I’m not sick; I don’t want to see a doctor; I’m not sick.” She kept choking and whining while saying that repeatedly.
She didn’t feel like she was in an anomalous state.
She felt she couldn’t be better now.
She didn’t care whether she could get in touch with the world, whether her inspiration for creation was exhausted, or whether she couldn’t sleep all night; she didn’t care about anything at all.
She just wanted to be alone, sitting quietly in a closed glass cover, drying up bit by bit until she would turn into dust. She just wanted to disappear from this world slowly by herself.
She burst into tears, desperate and helpless.
Bai Xingfan felt his heart stabbed by thousands of tiny pins. He wanted to hug his wife and comfort her, but he was d*mn scared: he was scared it would irritate her more.
He clearly knew that she had sealed herself in her own small world, not letting anyone in. She now refused and resisted all his touches.
He gritted his teeth, tried his best to suppress the choking in his throat, and swore to her, “I will never lock you up again.”
Su Yan looked at him with tears in her eyes, disappointed. “But you have locked me up.”
Bai Xingfan’s tone was firm. “I will change!”
Su Yan shook her head vigorously and said while choking, “You won’t. I can’t change you; the child can’t change you. You will never change.”
‘As long as you don’t leave me, I can do anything.’ Bai Xingfan assured her again. “I will definitely change!”
Su Yan kept shaking her head.
She once believed in him, but the price was painful. She lost her child, which caused her to completely lose all hope and confidence in him.
In any case, she would not continue to believe him anymore.
“I don’t believe in you anymore! I need you to let me go.” Su Yan only wanted one thing from Bai Xingfan. “I beg you to divorce me. Let me go!”
Each word Su Yan said was a bullet that shot right into Bai Xingfan’s heart.
For the first time in this life, Bai Xingfan chose to be a coward and cowardly chose to escape from reality.
He lowered his eyes, looked at his wife, and said, “I have something to do in the company; you eat and rest early.” After speaking, he turned and left the dining room.
Have a nice day!